pondelok, 27. februára 2017

YOUNG ONES | LOVE

Hello everyone!

How are you? Long time no see. I've been crazy busy and uninspired. I was really confused this whole time because legally, I'm not a child, but I feel like one. Idk. 

I have an ootd post because these are my favs to make. Weather is a little bit better these days and so is my mood. I can't wait for spring to come! I love spring. I think it's because of my depression. It gets better in spring. 


pondelok, 13. februára 2017

(NOT SO SWEET) 18

Hello everyone.

I'd turned 18 on Wednesday. I know I should be happy about it. I'm an official adult. I can vote and I can buy cigarettes in every shop. The real issue is that I have never asked for this. I don't want this.

I'm lost in life. I'm not who I want to be and I'm afraid to be myself. I'm living in a cage made of my own insecurities. I'm living with a huge shadow in my head. It's getting bigger and bigger everyday. Sometimes I feel like life isn't for me. I've been struggling for too long and I still can't handle it.

I've been having nightmares for about 2 weeks. I can't get rid of them and they scare me so bad that I don't want to sleep because they seem so real. I don't know what causes this irrational fear. Presumably, it's because I associate this period of time (my b-day) with going to the hospital. I went there in the 9th grade which was 3 years ago. It still hauts me.

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I guess I need to find my way and eventually, let myself to be happy and free.


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sobota, 4. februára 2017

GALENTINE'S DAY WITH MY CHEER TEAM! | AD

Hello everybody! How are you?

I got the idea for this post from Eventbride (Click) which is a good source for planning and organizing events. You can easily set up events of your own and track who will be coming online with event organization software! (Click) They reached out to me with a great idea to make a post about Galentine's day. It's a day for you and your BFFs.

I thought since my bestie Alex lives in another country, I would make a fun day with my dearest cheerleaders. Our team is called DestinyCheerTeam and it is the only cheerleading club in Kosice, Slovakia. This kind of post is quite unusual for my blog, but after a long time of deciding it is finally here! We had a fun lesson full of dancing, conditioning, stretching and stunting and girls enjoyed it a lot!

You can follow my team on social media: Facebook- DestinyCheerTeamYoutube and Instagram.